I will express my situation in a song.
I have never been in this situation before. I feel tangled inside.
My heart doesn't lie.
One day you made me laugh and then one day I cried
I had to walk out your door and pick up the pieces.
At first I thought it was crush, not to jump to conclusions
but then in time my heart went through an evolution
My heartbeats went from tiny taps to thunder and rainstorms
and today when I think of you I cry because now she has come along
her kisses are soft and sweet, she is there with the sunrise and she carries
my keys. I don't tremble and flutter like I do when I hear your name
but I hold myself when my insides rumble her love makes me humble.
I just can't stop loving you and it's eating me inside when I walk I stumble.
She needs me and I need her in places we have never been before, It's my arrogance
and pride that keeps breaking my stride. I just can't shake you from my dreams and
there when I wake is her face on my pillow but your in my heart.
I don't want to hurt her or let her down. I know I melt when she smiles.
But my heart doesn't lie. I am midnight blue
Thank you for sharing its beautiful.