Secret Box : I am unable to experience emotion
Secret Box : I feel so empty without her. I miss the sound of her footsteps and her smile.
Secret Box : My heart aches for Nicky Tree - Nivea
Secret Box : My name is Foster but I am a woman!.
From The Secret Box: I am Gay. There i said it. I have been in the closet for over 18 years. Do I have gay pride? I don't know, but I am happy with who I am.
From The Secret Box: I am a girl struggling to find peace with her body, a victim of sexual abuse, a dancer, a masochist, a lover, a bisexual, a surviver of verbal/emotional abuse, a self harmer, writer and emotionally unstable. ask me anything... i will try to answer them.
From The Secret Box: i am married for a hell of a long time with 3 kids and i am ggay and all screwed up big time
From The Secret Box: people with closed minds that try to make life very difficult for us. We are as normal as anyone else...... the blood is red as everyone else's.. those who were born this way, as I was, didn't 'choose' it... just as nobody can choose having brown hair, or green eyes, or being 5'3"....ect.
I'm happy with my life, family, and girlfriend. When it comes down to it, those are the only people that matter ;-) They all accept me, and know the truth. Gays and Lesbians won't 'burn in hell' as is taught throughout many different religions. People are people. Love is NEVER ever a sin......if it is then every single person would be guilty.
Sorry if this sounds like a complete rant, but I get frustrated quite easily when it comes to this subject. I am not wrong in who I am, or what I am, nor what kind of food that I eat, or liquids that I drink.... see my point? I hope so.
I don't understand people's reasoning sometimes..
I am sooo in love with this woman I have been dating for a year. She is bi-polar(undiagnosed) and can be very verbally abusive. I am an empath and her words cut right through me. She is so loving int he bedroom but outside the bedroom she can be a real bear. I can never do anything right in her eyes, yet she says she loves me and I feel it hen we are alone in the bed. We are struggling to survive, living together in a place I am not legally supposed to live in with her, I am jobless, no income, don't qualify for any assistance dependant on her for a vehicle( I don't heve one) and I really just dn't know what to do. Have no other family or friends.....I am on my own without her.......any suggestions on the situation or the relationship? I can't imagine life without her.