Angela's Blog (57)

Lights by Ellie Goulding

I had a way then losing it all on my own 

I had a heart then but the queen has been overthrown  

And I'm not sleeping now,

the dark is too hard to beat

And I'm not keeping now,

the strength I need to push me

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone

You shine it when I'm alone

And so I tell myself that I'll be strong

And dreaming when they're gone

'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me…


Added by Angela on March 27, 2013 at 11:30am — No Comments

The Bathroom Window re-writen from my point of view

The Bathroom Window

Original Written By Beatles

I had come in through the bathroom window

Protected by a silver spoon

But now I sucks my thumb and wanders

By the banks of my own lagoon

Why didn't anybody tell me?

Why didn't anybody see?

That Sunday's

I am on the phone to Monday,

Then Tuesday's

I am on the phone to you

I had said I'd always been a dancer

I worked at 15 clubs night and day



Added by Angela on March 24, 2013 at 11:05pm — No Comments

Smile!!! My Sincere Hope Is That You Are Happy!!! Or At Least Have Smile On Your Face When You Leave Here So You Can Become Happy!


My Sincere Hope Is That You Are Happy!!!


At Least Have Smile On Your Face When You Leave Here

So You Can Become Happy!!

"Bubbly" By Colbie Caillat

I've been awake for a while now

You've got me feelin' like a child now

'Cause every time I see your bubbly face

I get the tinglees in a silly place

It starts in my toes

And I crinkle my nose

Wherever it goes

I always know

That you make me smile…


Added by Angela on March 21, 2013 at 10:53pm — No Comments

Not an update but...It's and Update Giggles....

Oh well maybe not like doing updates but i can say few things.  I am working  and   energy has gone very low. Its been what i want to  do to be here more, just have not been able to.

Then when i did return i saw my page photo gone. It deflated me and felt energy drain from me.I wanted to fix just has taken time to want to try.

Then Holidays came and i miss home so bad. That took a lot out me.  I was try get into Thanksgiving day. I like…


Added by Angela on February 28, 2013 at 7:26pm — No Comments

Just A New Entry...

Well, I here tonight but not very long tho.

So i wont do update just entry like a short post or diary entry.

Quick fast short and to the point.

Well first i want apologize to everyone for post i got duped into.

My fault, and reason its my fault i posted blindly that article. I was lead to believe was real.,when i had the time actually to read it.Wow, I found its was a fiction based story. Was based on a person who had survived a rape but was only a fiction story.…


Added by Angela on November 16, 2012 at 6:15pm — No Comments

Up Date On Me

Hi Everyone

I am so sorry has taken me so long return to you.But as everyone knows i been going back and forth to Texas.I have slowly since January setting up residence there. I have brought myself and one Aunties here who also needs help.She brings papers on my Mom and Dad and herself. We are now both dual citizenship. Each of the last times I was here  bring some more things to apartment here. When I have go back suspended all utilities so not charge but so i can still keep service…


Added by Angela on August 20, 2012 at 10:54pm — 2 Comments

OMG Here We Go Again ... New UpDate!!

Well, First I want everyone to know I am okay.

But, still I do update. One I wish I did not have say here. I will start at beginning okay.

This month April never a good month for me. It was 2010 April end of it to start of May I had a nightmare experience with doctors. The one where i was dealing with a nurse who run me down hall, me hold on for dear life, bangs into door knocks over vase breaks it and then turn bed i am on slams it into operating room table…


Added by Angela on April 26, 2012 at 11:16pm — 2 Comments

To My valentine wife By Ellen Van De Koor

To My valentine wife

By Ellen Van De Koor

I Protect you from your fears

that overwhelm your mind and our life

I Protect you not only in your eyes but in your heart,

I hear ask me in your soul,

your entire being hear you say please my wife.

Encompassed me in your silence

Kiss my lips and wipe my eyes take my fears away.

Smile your smile to reclaim me with your touch

I know it will be worth it…


Added by Angela on February 14, 2012 at 9:30am — No Comments

Up Date To My Good New Well...

I am back home an have more energy as I have told everyone . I am given that go ahead to go back work limitedly. I work as Rn in newborns maternity ward. Where I always have, since i got illl. But, I never want to work any where else any more. I just love newborns so soft cute cuddly.I am 11-7, 3 days on 4 days off like i have told you.I am not recovered totally but i am given go ahead try limitly be noraml. I have room where i can rest on breaks when i need to. I am weak still a…


Added by Angela on February 13, 2012 at 12:30pm — No Comments

Hi Everyone Good News I Want Thank YOU all.

Thank you to all my online family here for praying for me.All prayers alive an well.Guess what so am i too thanks to you all.

I am back home in my beloved Netherlands. So cold here -1 to -3.Texas cold to on an off. Interesting place Texas one day cold maybe two three then four five warm .I never knew how dress, but was able lay on beach in so pretty Places. I love beaches as everyone knows.

Any way i am recovered from stints that were put in. But, also I…


Added by Angela on February 12, 2012 at 4:25pm — 2 Comments

Hi Ladies Kisses an Hugs To everyone!!!

First this is me being me not up-date,just trying be here.

Back today hoping to post my inner feelings...

I just hate and odd like at same time when i get waken with urge to write.

Say odd because most the time my best thoughts occur when i still am in bed. [giggles]

Sometime by time i get here i am left with 50% of what i originally wanted to say...

So here goes lets hope this time i do better ok.

Why i came is i had a very bad yet…


Added by Angela on January 25, 2012 at 7:00am — 2 Comments

Hi Ladies Kisses an Hugs To everyone!!!

I am back will be on an off i suspect way i feel more off than on. I was not given operation I needed. But, was in hospital, for more follow up on stints that were in over the years. Last year April and May 2011 i had same things done.That time was one to go bad. This time found two more of them had gone bad an placed same as before new ones above an below those bad ones a more modern ones. These have medication in them same as last time so they will do  better job. Problem its more…


Added by Angela on January 21, 2012 at 10:27am — 4 Comments

Longer Up Date...

I was asked if I am still in Texas, well yes be here for a while so it seems.

I love this site,always will it has been my home online.

I dont know how much longer I have for life. If something not done soon who knows.

This takes so much out me, my condition. Its made so worse with diabetes.

I have come here see if advanced surgeries here in your country can help me.

We choose Texas because its advnced standing in University Hospitals here.

My hope is…


Added by Angela on December 30, 2011 at 11:30pm — 13 Comments

Short Fast UP DATE

Short UP DATE ...

Hi everyone

Cant seem sleep at all.

Iam here very late for me, thou clock says 11.03PM your countrys time, mine is 6.02AM breakfast time for me, sse why I cant sleep.

Time all upside down, i am on different internal clock just tired all time much more.

This not good because i am run down already.

Doctors want drug me make me sleep here.

I know i need sleep but if wanting me sleep i would rather take cherries,



Added by Angela on December 25, 2011 at 9:13pm — 2 Comments

Remembering My Childhood

Once I was what he wanted.

His adopted child.

I thought he cared for me,

when he came for me after school.

I was a teenager you see.

Shhhhhhhhing always said

better not talk this.

Oh how I hated summers.

Home more you using me night and day.


To see me lying there on the cold floor

or in my bed always.....


lips parted

a sheen of sweat on my naked body,



Added by Angela on December 9, 2011 at 9:38pm — 6 Comments

Up-Date on Me

Hi everyone

I been on off here again, due to low energy levels.I can not help it. Beyond my ability to

to control this.It's medications I take and all have side effects. It's those side effects,

cause me a lot problems. Example, medications have warnings say side effects. But, never

say can cause death, like that see. Two I take long time can. I been tested over and over

now bladder, liver kidney's all may show problems they say. So, far I am O.K.Just…


Added by Angela on December 8, 2011 at 8:00pm — No Comments

Designer vagina surgery: snip, stitch, kerching!

Demand for cosmetic gynaecology has never been higher. And for plastic surgeons, business is booming.


Marie Myung-Ok Lee


By Angela

I do hope if any of you are interested in this you will be very careful. Surgery is to my mind nothing to be played with.Please do your home work study and choose doctors wisely.

Heres why...

One doctor's sales pitch invites clients to "get double-D labia to go with those double-D implants!"'


Added by Angela on October 15, 2011 at 11:04pm — No Comments

The Power of Puddy Girl

Hi Ladies

I Know we are all members here, and enjoy being a members right?

If not we would not be here. But, I come realize the hidden meaning of being a member.

The is a Power to being here, that maybe none you have realized. Angie_Iv hit on it once

in a expose' she was answer once. She was talking about and explaining along with me about differences trans an gender sisters go threw differently from main stream lesbians, and she had…


Added by Angela on October 14, 2011 at 10:56am — 2 Comments

What I been Doing Lately...

Hi Everyone

I search still and when i find things try share them.

I am pleased everyone likes what I find.

I want thank you all for saying you liked my last posting.

It really helped me and is so true.

This time well I have some medical things can share later on.

Still searching to add to it. But, I will send soon.

I have a online game i have been playing it.

Its is based on the old wild western days in your…

Added by Angela on August 12, 2011 at 1:46pm — No Comments

Lifes Daily Gifts

This sentr to me when i really needed to get threw days and weeks of my troubles.

It have helped me and I was thinking its needs to shared....

So here its is...

1] Prayer is not a "spare wheel" that you pull out when in trouble; it is a "steering wheel" that directs us in the right path throughout life.

2] Do you know why a car's WINDSHIELD is so large & and; the rear view mirror is so small? Because our PAST is not as important as our…

Added by Angela on July 24, 2011 at 2:12pm — 2 Comments

Etymology / Definition of Masturbation The word masturbation is derived from the Greek word mezea ('penises') and the Latin verb masturbare ('to defile by hand or to disturb by hand'). Masturbation can be defined as deliberate self stimulation of ones genitals. As the etymology of the word suggests, hands are generally used to arouse the sexual organs which may result in orgasm. Men may fondle or stroke their penis with their hand or touch other erroneous zones (like the scrotum or anus). Women often rub the vulva, or gently stroke the clitoris and the minor lips (labia minora). Some women simultaneously play with the nipples of their breasts. Instead of using their hands, both males and females may also rub their genitals against some object, such as a pillow. Some females can reach orgasm by riding a bicycle or a horse. Masturbation commonly refers to sexual activities done alone (autoeroticism), but can be a sexual act between people. This is referred to as mutual masturbation, where one person stimulates their own genitals or their partners. Many people find the sight of their partner masturbating highly erotic. visit


There are many special masturbation aids on the market. The most common of these is the artificial penis, also known as a dildo (from the Italian diletto - "delight"). Dildos can be made of wood, rubber, plastic or glass. Vibrators are also popular sex toys. They are like dildos, but battery powered or electric. Great for masturbation as well as partner sex play. Babeland have a great selection of sex toys. Watching pornography, reading erotica or cultivating sexual fantasies are common aids to masturbate. Humans are not the only animals to masturbate. Many other mammals have been known to masturbate in the wild and in captivity. Female Masturbation Techniques There are many different techniques women may employ to masturbate. Through experimentation, a personal preference may be found which gives that particular woman the most exquisite pleasure. Some common techniques are: *Inserting one or more fingers into the vagina to stroke the frontal wall of the vagina where the g-spot is located. * Stroking the clitoris and / or massaging the breasts. * In the bathtub or shower, using warm running water to stimulate the clitoris. * Lying face down and straddling a pillow (or something similar) and rubbing the vulva and clitoris against it. * Standing up, the corner of an item of furniture, or even a washing machine, can be used to stimulate the genitals. * Some women can orgasm by crossing their legs tightly and clenching the pelvic or leg muscles, which creates pressure and enhances blood flow to the genitals. Techniques, Sexual Response & Multiple Orgasms From the website: 'Women commonly masturbate by rubbing or applying pressure to the clitoris, mons, lips of the vagina, or some combination of these areas. The methods by which they do this varies greatly. Fingers or other devices may be used to rub the shaft of the clitoris in an up-and-down motion on either or both sides, or the shaft may be rubbed in a circular fashion. The vaginal lips may be gently pulled; this movement of the inner lips causes the loose skin covering the clitoris to move back and forth, creating a pleasurable sensation. Because the glans of the clitoris is highly sensitive, prolonged stimulation usually becomes irritating, and thus it is not often used as the focus of masturbation. Relatively few women (some sexologists estimate about 20%) insert anything into their vaginas while masturbating. Those who do usually insert just barely into the opening. However, some women completely insert fingers, dildos, vibrators, and other objects, such as bananas and cucumbers, during masturbation. All these methods may involve the use of various kinds of lubricants, and many women stimulate their breasts while stimulating their genitals. Some women use washcloths, clothing, pillows, furs, silks, or other such devices to aid their stimulation. Most women prefer lying on their backs, but some prefer standing or sitting. While standing or sitting, a woman may rub against certain objects, such as doorknobs, dresser drawer pulls, the edge of chairs, or bedposts. The woman may cross her legs and increase the pressure on her genitals by contracting her lower abdominal, gluteal, and thigh muscles. Water massages may be used. Some women derive sexual stimulation while riding a bicycle or a horse, activities that were at one time forbidden to women for that very reason. Female sexual response to masturbation is about the same as for males. Some women have reported orgasm 30 seconds from the start of self-stimulation, while the usual time is a little less than four minutes. Because of a woman's ability to have multiple orgasms, she may maintain her threshold of orgasm far longer than a man. ... When mutual masturbation is employed during intercourse, it may greatly enhance sexual response; some women report that they receive more intense pleasure from masturbation either by themselves or by their partner than they do from coitus, especially if their partner is a male who has only slight potency. This is because the clitoris receives little direct stimulation during pelvic thrusting in the missionary position.'



Below you will find summaries of articles & websites on Sexual Fetish & Fantasy, i.e. on creativity, the mind & sex, fantasy vs realism, sexual morality, evolution and human sexuality, bestiality, incest, rape, violence, bukkake, bdsm, bondage, spanking, school girl, cheerleader, secretary, milf, smoking, panties, high heels & foot fetish, cartoon pornography, latex, rubber & leather fetish clothing etc.
Obviously 'fetish' gets relatively few searches per day compared to specific fetishes e.g. 'milf' 150,000, 'hentai' 90,000, 'beastiality' 45,000, 'lingerie' 30,000, 'bondage' 20,000, 'bukkake' 15,000.

The top ten related searches for fetish are;
fetish (8,000), foot fetish (5,500), smoking fetish (2,000), medical fetish (1,600), fetish sex (1,150), fetishes (1,000), feet fetish (900), high heel fetish (900), diaper fetish (860), panty fetish (800)

We hope you find the following articles & websites interesting, useful and fun.
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Definition of Sexual Fetish
First described by Sigmund Freud in 1887, sexual fetishism is a form of paraphilia where the object of affection is a specific inanimate object. 

A fetish is an object, not a body part. According to psychology or psychiatric terminology there is no such thing as a 'foot fetish'. That is called a partialism. This is when a part of the body is an extremely important part to achieve sexual arousal. A shoe though, could be a fetish.

A fetish is when a person is sexually aroused by a specific object or objects and is generally unable to achieve sexual satisfaction without that object being present.

What makes a fetish 'fetishism' by definition is that it interferes with your life. It's not just something you like to do, but something you have to do. In other words, there is no other way to have an orgasm except with a shoe, bra or panties present, or whatever that person is into.


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