I am back will be on an off i suspect way i feel more off than on. I was not given operation I needed. But, was in hospital, for more follow up on stints that were in over the years. Last year April and May 2011 i had same things done.That time was one to go bad. This time found two more of them had gone bad an placed same as before new ones above an below those bad ones a more modern ones. These have medication in them same as last time so they will do better job. Problem its more stints.The more of i have the more that can go wrong.[ Sad face ] Each time i go threw this my condition seems weaker. Takes more energy to bounce back. I don't need give more details its already here. For those not knowing you can go back to re-read. At least i am out of hospital, surived and alive still.I call that victory, small one but a victory. I just want on with my life. I can't till they unclog large Artery that the cause of all this.That they can't seem be able do.So here i am my life on hold...and me trying to do what i can around it all. Tell you the truth its harder on mu wife than me. Every time i go threw all this its worry i see in face an hear in her words. Tears me up more than an surgery ever can.
Ok what am trying accomplish with all this right at lot you maybe wondering right?Well, to keep all my friends updated an know i am still here for one thing.to show life has real meaning for another.To show world lesbians love same as straight we suffer same we go threw same things life offers us few chances to do good things. But, when we look around not matters our conditions we can help always in many ways. I have chose to make my life count right to end. Whenever an however that end is to be.Until then i go out fighting.
Now, what do try show?My life before was made with wrong choices in eating. If any of you gain anything from my life its this ...choose what put into your mouth carefully. Always choose wisely. I didn't before now i pay.I am no spoke person for this or that wont promote one thing over another.So much we have to choose from is poison only thing the way is vegies period. Everything else kills you.
That's up date on me.
I am here on off when i can same as b4.
Kisses to everyone who pray for me, hugging all of you tightly as i can, holding on to you all, thanking you so much more for those prayers ..without them i won't be here.