First this is me being me not up-date,just trying be here.
Back today hoping to post my inner feelings...
I just hate and odd like at same time when i get waken with urge to write.
Say odd because most the time my best thoughts occur when i still am in bed. [giggles]
Sometime by time i get here i am left with 50% of what i originally wanted to say...
So here goes lets hope this time i do better ok.
Why i came is i had a very bad yet very nice experiences lately that have open me up to realize what i do and say matters more than i ever thought...That maybe i am needed more than i ever realized i ever was. My life has been one of get get knocked down then get back up again only to be knocked down again...
But that is the female experience right i am not alone saying this...but,its not said enough...We need to all talk speak out more on here and relate...
We do, do that here in this forum...
Bless you Puddy Girl for create a place for women to speak.
Please each and everyone of you treasure what you have here.
I have bumped and for me when i say bumped i literally mean collided into someone.[giggles again]
We shared conversation a while in hospital cafe' shop.
She was Arab lady, say was because now lives in USA and where freedom lives was able switch out here religion. Something not done to much ...She told when we read about her life style in those countries its filtered edited to put still a happier face on it than it deserves..
It not a religion friendly to woman,
She wants me WARN on that point...Its far worse than we ever can imagine.
"We can't speak out at all",she says. Well i knew that one. She went on to tell me." every time she goes any where even to toilet, she walked there with a guardian".
That's just the toilet for Gods sakes.
"We, are not, allowed drive, or walk alone unless in a group. Have to be covered at times when going out. When going anywhere always with guardian.
Most of all that is known Right!
But, really what is seldom ever told is if you are tricked into marring and i mean that literally
Tricked...and oh by the way tricked is ok...
Listen to this part with your ear wide open PLEASE.
if you had thoughts of going there and marring PLEASE DON'T
If you are westerner you you will told you need go there to marry.If you do this you
you soon discover reason was now loose all your rights you had in from you own country.
If you really have to marry and really wanting do that stay where you are don't allow yourself to tricked Aha there's that word again...When you marry in your own country all your countries laws apply to you still. But, even doing that may not save you. once children are involved the families try force you to their country where their laws will remove the children from you. You now become prisoner. Because they know as a women from another country who married over there you have rights. Even more than than any more in their country ...but you won't ever be told that.just guarded.
If its discovered you have scars on your body from operations you become instantly damaged goods. Maybe and or but don't count on it divorced.
Most of time are not never divorced, you don't have right to it, or be be seen ever again any more.
In other words you are banished from sight not the conutry
Held so your your prisoner .
So the one right you did have but even know you had because you have no rights in first place , the one basic to us all male or female the right to seen at home is removed by removing you.
If your a woman from that country your sent home to family who are disgraced from you since your scared your not even seen in you families home either.
We already know going outside you are never to be seen you are covered at all times
Now PLEASE LISTEN to this one... Your bodies are not even yours.
At birth western countries most young males are circumsize RIGHT?
But, what hardy gets told is that is also it's done to to baby girls and women new to the thier religion, in those non western countries by removal of our ciltorus.
I want all of us here see how blessed we are.. be able gather to speak to talk to even be lesbians
freely to talk like this over thier lesbians are jailed and killed.
also over there we would killed to just dare to gather to speak lesbian or not.
School you can go you can learn but once have learned very difficult to use it.
Here at Puddy Girl we are truely blessed i believe called to do more.
I now why we seem not able talk more express more write more be involved more...
Being here and being a member is a two edge sword..we all use our computers an internet we use to get here. Our world more instant...days of reading writing seems gone.
We post here some people do read and of those 1/2 maybe will think of but never do answer, of those another 1/2 do answer 1/4. Its just numbers, and when Puddy Girl her self decided put dating here it was to draw members here to the site...good and bad it has worked
But over all it has has drawn instant gradification at same time.
Younger Women who only seek sex from other women and not read or post here.
Oh what am i saying [giggles] Hospital turned me into old lady over night OMG
Not really i love sex enjoy it very much a deep passion of mine...and yours and all of us.
One our most baisc of freedoms denied again this lady told me.
As i write this a younger woman on the instant messenger below pops up wants know where i am from what doing. Wanted me send pics does not read my posting not even know me...or i am in hospital or even if i am married...Just wanting my pics an wonders what my pussy looks like..[giggles] i just laughed so hard was think how nice [giggles more] Only in free country thank god for western societies.
And was i shaved down there? [giggles more]
I told her yes i have some my pics posted and i never mind showing my body. I love to do that.. i have my reason which i also posted here many time... the main one is for me it freedom to be able to so. I do because it;s my right to do it... [more giggles]i love to any way...
But i think its rude when you don't know a person and just do that,
Asking for sex an what does your pussy look like...with out knowing you.
Is the what we have become we don't shake hands any more or even hug us to say hi?
Just, saying Hi an what's your pussy look and do you shave?So oh by the way mines shaved an hi to you too
[can't help myself giggles]Just think see in movie would be so funny [more giggles]
I am married also so if i were to have sex that way naturally my wife would be here too...
But even this is good example she was free to ask me...
Our freedoms of western countries at work at least in small part that way...Sex is alive and ell with or without Lary Flint.[giggles]
So at least Puddy see they are here talking nice to know you younger women are here.
Yes my pussy is shaved and all my pic are here ..see PUDDY they want see more.
Really it is make me laugh so hard [giggles more]
PLEASE younger ones ....
Read ok know who are asking...this is not a sex site...
Puddy you need look into that...Carefully i don't want to see us closed over something we never knew was going on...should i or should i not giggle or hell i can't help it [giggling more]
Tell you the truth i never planned this to end on laughing, nice thou right?
Puddy My best friend
Thanks care so much for me...
I love you deeply
Kinda sorts an Up-Date
More of Open Book see one my days..
i am trying so hard to be here for you Puddy
Oh just love my kitty ...
Oh no what iam saying ...young ones no i was not saying my pussy.[giggles]