Let's create a masterpiece of miscreant magnitude.
Can we play pretend...like we did when we were little girls [who secretly wanted to fuck our Barbie dolls]?
I can't feel you when the weather gets warm & I would die for the ice that comes with your touch.
It get's me high every time.
I look so pretty on my hands & knees, darling...
You said so yourself...
Though I never considered I'd breath long enough to see the day turn to twilight-
To see the night smolder to ash.
I never thought I'd live to see you leave...
Forever is a fallacy in the case of frightened little girls.
I'd rather the blood flow black in my veins then to bleed colors I do not stand for.
I never claimed to be all in one piece.
I'm just a girl that wanted to fall asleep with you inside of her...
A girl who cannot win a war she didn't start...
But she can take two to the chest & still get up every day...
To lose a fight with her mirror,
To battle gazing out the window [& watching the weather change],
To feel her neon world spin on an unfamiliar axis...
Fuck me & show me where the stars live.