I was asked if I am still in Texas, well yes be here for a while so it seems.
I love this site,always will it has been my home online.
I dont know how much longer I have for life. If something not done soon who knows.
This takes so much out me, my condition. Its made so worse with diabetes.
I have come here see if advanced surgeries here in your country can help me.
We choose Texas because its advnced standing in University Hospitals here.
My hope is can still do something even thou i have diabetis now.My heart needs help.
And no one willing touch me.Reason Is i am low energy and take plavix for thin my blood out.
With blood thinners and diabetis i can die on operation table.
Will need to be really good doctor to help me. I dont know yet how long i need be here.
Running testing on me. Seems not wanting trust my doctors in my country.
I bring all my records with me.Still wanting testing.

My wife has been my mouth alot talking for me, and make sure all goes well. I never been more happy to be married her than i am right now. She does not need me asking her to take over she just does.

My hope I am able be part of site for long long time. In case I cant be I want say its been fun having known you all at Puddy Girl for short time i have been part your site.

I have told my wife please at least try come here let everyone know if i am here any more. I dont want her just come here shut my page down before she says good bye for me.
She can be very shy with doing things like this..I have tell her maybe just keep page going you can you know its wonderful site. Maybe she will like to. I am still talking with her. She dont like me saying any this, right now sticking out her tounge at me. Because i am telling everyone.

Well thats all of it now and i am in Gods hands. I dont want to die but if its Gods choice for me theres then nothing i can do... I have try make right choices for my health pray to God asking help
keep everyone here up to date,change diet eat well, i really dont know what more i can do.
I have live good life have try be good person. Honor my wife, and show respect to all people.I try help any one who is need of my help. Share all of me always. Lived my life as open book.

Thank you to everyone who is my friend here.
Please if my wife decide keep my page here please welcome here ok.
If she does not and takes it down understand she in pain an wanting only go home.
I dont want say good bye rather say i will see you later ok. I am confident in myself to heal.
As long as doctors give me fighting chance i can win this.
Feels like a pray all of this.
So I am going say

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Comment by Teri on January 7, 2012 at 7:45pm

You are a very strong woman Angela you will find the answer. Let us know ok we are thinking about you.

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Comment by Samantha on January 5, 2012 at 1:43pm

I am thinking about you and pray for you.

Comment by Crystal on January 2, 2012 at 9:09pm

Hi Angela I have read your many blogs and comments over the years and have learned a lot from you. Please  do your best to get well. I will pray for you. Keep us updated as much as possible please.

You are a wonderful person!

With all my love Crystal

Comment by Teddy on January 1, 2012 at 8:58pm

Angela you have inspired me with your blogs many many times. I pray that you will find the answer in Texas.

Thank you thank you 

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There are many special masturbation aids on the market. The most common of these is the artificial penis, also known as a dildo (from the Italian diletto - "delight"). Dildos can be made of wood, rubber, plastic or glass. Vibrators are also popular sex toys. They are like dildos, but battery powered or electric. Great for masturbation as well as partner sex play. Babeland have a great selection of sex toys. Watching pornography, reading erotica or cultivating sexual fantasies are common aids to masturbate. Humans are not the only animals to masturbate. Many other mammals have been known to masturbate in the wild and in captivity. Female Masturbation Techniques There are many different techniques women may employ to masturbate. Through experimentation, a personal preference may be found which gives that particular woman the most exquisite pleasure. Some common techniques are: *Inserting one or more fingers into the vagina to stroke the frontal wall of the vagina where the g-spot is located. * Stroking the clitoris and / or massaging the breasts. * In the bathtub or shower, using warm running water to stimulate the clitoris. * Lying face down and straddling a pillow (or something similar) and rubbing the vulva and clitoris against it. * Standing up, the corner of an item of furniture, or even a washing machine, can be used to stimulate the genitals. * Some women can orgasm by crossing their legs tightly and clenching the pelvic or leg muscles, which creates pressure and enhances blood flow to the genitals. Techniques, Sexual Response & Multiple Orgasms From the website: 'Women commonly masturbate by rubbing or applying pressure to the clitoris, mons, lips of the vagina, or some combination of these areas. The methods by which they do this varies greatly. Fingers or other devices may be used to rub the shaft of the clitoris in an up-and-down motion on either or both sides, or the shaft may be rubbed in a circular fashion. The vaginal lips may be gently pulled; this movement of the inner lips causes the loose skin covering the clitoris to move back and forth, creating a pleasurable sensation. Because the glans of the clitoris is highly sensitive, prolonged stimulation usually becomes irritating, and thus it is not often used as the focus of masturbation. Relatively few women (some sexologists estimate about 20%) insert anything into their vaginas while masturbating. Those who do usually insert just barely into the opening. However, some women completely insert fingers, dildos, vibrators, and other objects, such as bananas and cucumbers, during masturbation. All these methods may involve the use of various kinds of lubricants, and many women stimulate their breasts while stimulating their genitals. Some women use washcloths, clothing, pillows, furs, silks, or other such devices to aid their stimulation. Most women prefer lying on their backs, but some prefer standing or sitting. While standing or sitting, a woman may rub against certain objects, such as doorknobs, dresser drawer pulls, the edge of chairs, or bedposts. The woman may cross her legs and increase the pressure on her genitals by contracting her lower abdominal, gluteal, and thigh muscles. Water massages may be used. Some women derive sexual stimulation while riding a bicycle or a horse, activities that were at one time forbidden to women for that very reason. Female sexual response to masturbation is about the same as for males. Some women have reported orgasm 30 seconds from the start of self-stimulation, while the usual time is a little less than four minutes. Because of a woman's ability to have multiple orgasms, she may maintain her threshold of orgasm far longer than a man. ... When mutual masturbation is employed during intercourse, it may greatly enhance sexual response; some women report that they receive more intense pleasure from masturbation either by themselves or by their partner than they do from coitus, especially if their partner is a male who has only slight potency. This is because the clitoris receives little direct stimulation during pelvic thrusting in the missionary position.'



Below you will find summaries of articles & websites on Sexual Fetish & Fantasy, i.e. on creativity, the mind & sex, fantasy vs realism, sexual morality, evolution and human sexuality, bestiality, incest, rape, violence, bukkake, bdsm, bondage, spanking, school girl, cheerleader, secretary, milf, smoking, panties, high heels & foot fetish, cartoon pornography, latex, rubber & leather fetish clothing etc.
Obviously 'fetish' gets relatively few searches per day compared to specific fetishes e.g. 'milf' 150,000, 'hentai' 90,000, 'beastiality' 45,000, 'lingerie' 30,000, 'bondage' 20,000, 'bukkake' 15,000.

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Definition of Sexual Fetish
First described by Sigmund Freud in 1887, sexual fetishism is a form of paraphilia where the object of affection is a specific inanimate object. 

A fetish is an object, not a body part. According to psychology or psychiatric terminology there is no such thing as a 'foot fetish'. That is called a partialism. This is when a part of the body is an extremely important part to achieve sexual arousal. A shoe though, could be a fetish.

A fetish is when a person is sexually aroused by a specific object or objects and is generally unable to achieve sexual satisfaction without that object being present.

What makes a fetish 'fetishism' by definition is that it interferes with your life. It's not just something you like to do, but something you have to do. In other words, there is no other way to have an orgasm except with a shoe, bra or panties present, or whatever that person is into.


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