I saw Jessie yesterday and I wanted to hide and act like I didn’t see her. Yet it was to late she saw me staring at her like a ufo was touching down. I couldn’t help but stare she looked as good as the first time I saw her. I always had a weakness for handsome tomboys, who had a little sensitive side to their look. So after I realized that I was staring at her. I simply waved and tried to not make it obvious that I was trying to runaway. Unfortunately for me she walked up to me tapped my shoulder and smiled at me. Her green eyes were staring in mine deeply like they did for so many years before . While the smell of her colon reminded me when she would hold me tight in her arms. When she asked how I was doing I didn’t know what to say. So I lied and said I was doing just fine. Before she could answer I hoped to here her say that she was doing horribly without me. Instead she laughed and said she was doing fine. The sad part was I knew she was lying too. After a few minutes of silence all I could do was smile and walk away. I wanted so bad to scream and walk back to confront Jessie. Just when I almost felt myself do so , I heard from a distance. “Azalea you look good and I’m sorry for what happened with us.” Before I could turn around and say, “Jessie I miss you so much, and I’m still in love with you.” She was already gone leaving me standing there alone, trying not cry in the middle of the grocery store. As I drove home alone all I could do was think about Jessie. It was only a few months since we broke up and I thought that I was semi healed. Yet seeing her made me realize I wasn’t even close. I was more than anything still hurt and confused on what had really happened. I admit I was wrong for some of things that I had done in the past. Yet I didn’t know that it was getting to the point where we would break up. I thought that we were honestly in love and going to stay in love forever. Than again maybe I just took her for granted she was the only girl that didn’t seem to want to use me as a trophy. She honestly knew me the real me, and made feel like no one else would ever care about me the way she did. Most importantly she made feel a strong love that I never felt before. A love I may never feel the same again and will never forget. No matter how much I wish I could.