She gives me a chance to think about how wonderful my life has been.

Every since she became a part of it...... I have chance to say some things that I

don't say often enough-- I love you.... I'm proud of you...and I'm so happy we're

together because she makes me happy everyday.

This WAS my thought process for the last 6 months. Now, I'm not sure how,why,where,and what is going on between us. We still say "the" I love you's. We still text,talk, write,but not seeing her since I started chemo/radiation is gut wrenching. I need her near me. I want to be in her arms. I'm missing her to a point..I wear my sadness on my sleeve, and everyone notices--see it!!  I've been there for her..and now it seems she can't be there for me!  Contemplating...the inevitable!!! :-(

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Comment by BiVixen09 on January 15, 2012 at 5:21pm

Thanks Nell!!

Comment by Nell E on January 15, 2012 at 1:10pm

Wow...I admire your strength.  Best wishes to you my dear.  XoXoXoXo!!!

Comment by BiVixen09 on January 12, 2012 at 7:17pm

Thanks Sandi!!!

Comment by SANDI on January 12, 2012 at 7:24am

Thank you for sharing. You are a strong woman concentrate on your health.

Sandi

Comment by BiVixen09 on January 7, 2012 at 7:53pm
Thanks Teri
Comment by Teri on January 7, 2012 at 7:50pm

I think that is the right decision you need to focus your energy on getting well.

Comment by BiVixen09 on January 6, 2012 at 9:48pm

Thanks Ladies!!!**hugs**

I've decided to let go---I can't worry about someone that is clearly not worried about me!!

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Comment by Crystal on January 6, 2012 at 9:28pm

She should be there for you. Concentrate on getting well. 

 



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