She gives me a chance to think about how wonderful my life has been.
Every since she became a part of it...... I have chance to say some things that I
don't say often enough-- I love you.... I'm proud of you...and I'm so happy we're
together because she makes me happy everyday.
This WAS my thought process for the last 6 months. Now, I'm not sure how,why,where,and what is going on between us. We still say "the" I love you's. We still text,talk, write,but not seeing her since I started chemo/radiation is gut wrenching. I need her near me. I want to be in her arms. I'm missing her to a point..I wear my sadness on my sleeve, and everyone notices--see it!! I've been there for her..and now it seems she can't be there for me! Contemplating...the inevitable!!! :-(