Hi Everyone

I am so sorry has taken me so long return to you.But as everyone knows i been going back and forth to Texas.I have slowly since January setting up residence there. I have brought myself and one Aunties here who also needs help.She brings papers on my Mom and Dad and herself. We are now both dual citizenship. Each of the last times I was here  bring some more things to apartment here. When I have go back suspended all utilities so not charge but so i can still keep service and put back on with phone call. Once I set and just before my move I had another series of test done.I did not pass them i waspassted out on table doing those test.Hospitalized for  a week at end of Arpil and begin of May.I recovered and slowly start organizing so i can move. I hired a nurse and My Aunt has  returned to be with me. MY wife refused come with me. We moved in July 3rd 15 hour flight from London. I been here since then but difficult to try be here. I needed so many things and we sold everything to come here. So we had to re-buy everything new used rent.

This just start to try say it all. But its all okay now I am healing and on track and working to.I will always set backs and things may be as i would like. But All I can do is move is forward.Right?


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Comment by Angela on August 21, 2012 at 3:35pm
Thank you Rae

I was difficult for me loose my wife over moving here.
I had bring one my best friends with me,and she and I go a ways back.
She is my personal nurse and also looks after my Auntie so i can work.

Now I give more to update here with you.Remember keep in mind we are best of friends.
HAve been very long time. She knows all my recent history, all of it.
She was Rae the only one i ever trusted ever to bring here pay her way.
But when it came time here having her work with me.I can't she was needing Grenn card.
Since I was newly naturalized dual citizen, I was only one who save her.So make long story short i married her. Now she is citizen too. But, my good we have open a can of worms is that how you say ...with govt imigration. Watch us be sure its really real. Since I was married and newly divorced. Say to me we need be sure its real. Your stories better be same and check out completely. They do no lies here. But they will be in our life for years. Yuck....But what i can do. Yeah i know i am rebound right? But listen this is good thing for me I have know Anne my new wife every long time. We are extensions of each other, where i leave off she starts,and where she leaves off I start too. So much same yet so much diferent. Love has between us very long time. She told me I was begin to wonder when you were oing notice me. Now you have and she says she is very happy. Well I guess i am to.
Today feel sick i have been at my job a while and it runs me down. So I am not in top form today. Still I need to work.I have congestion building up and doctors and my wife even me worry can be congestive heart now. I dont want it build up.My heart can fail from it.
At any rate I am doing over all okay. My new marriage going well. Anne very good to me.
Please everyone else who reads please don't ask about Ellen my explease. I am not ready to talk about her. I am have difficult time with it all. I never wanted any this.How it went down.When i can i talk freely about all that. I know everyone knows me well enough know i will.Yexas difficult for me too. Red tides here ruin my recent trip to coast. I rteally needed the beach. Seems ruined there. I have find nice lake. Not same as beach.Sad face.
Comment by PuddyGirl on August 21, 2012 at 12:43am

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